The favor from Loneliness

I heard a song today not so long ago... I am a fan of music so I am always listening to it. I truly believe there is a song for every state you are in, for every situation. So Im a fan of Youtube and their music videos (even the silly ones made by fans dedicated to that special person) and I found this one called The favor from loneliness. In a few words it is about a person asking loneliness to take their loved one to a room and make them feel it.  To make them realize they feel lonely because they do not have the one they love with them.  To make them realize love is a true and unique gift you do not get in every corner... and I thought wow!! This talented songwriter has actually loved for real! Because you do not really know what to be lonely is until you love for real.  And... not until you realize you love them but you are not loved back... And this is not applied just to a romantic partner or something like that as sometimes, you have family you deeply love but you are not loved back the way you should...
Yes it is my case. I want this person to miss me and realize how much I love her. I want her to see how much wrong she has done to me and see that if she came to me with true intentions I would forgive... I want her to see that I am willing to put everything in the past as long as she demonstrates she truly loves me but... I know this will never happen... Sometimes envy is way too powerful to let people see through... Sometimes The Lord sends you not the people you want but the people you need to become the person you need to be.

a mother and a daughter who drifted apart... or a son and a father... siblings... or a couple who broke up... It does not matter, it hurts. It hurts to love and not being loved back. It hurts to be away when you thought you were gonna be together or stay close the rest of your lives.  It hurts to know you would do everything for them but they would not for you... or they would even hurt you or the ones you love if they could... So after I heard this song I started to feel a little better... Because I got to understand true love is about giving and I gave... I did not get what I should have gotten but... I did my part. And that should be enough for me.